HMB

Human emotions tend to be so fracturing and flippant, instantaneously wavering at the mere glimmer of a selfish desire or need. I believe the subconscious is more deep set and [ . . . ]

I was in the waiting room of my tax guy’s office when this very attractive man walked in and sat near my son and I. Jashar was discovering the water [ . . . ]

I have been so physically ill in the past week and a half that I can’t remember a time I felt so additionally challenged to my already lethargic mental and [ . . . ]

Three nights in a row now Jashar has not slept and has been crying almost non stop, and Josh and I are about to take each other’s heads off. I [ . . . ]

Promises made less than 36 hours ago, and the anger has already annihilated them. Jashar is not sleeping and he is not eating well. He might be getting sick. Josh [ . . . ]

In the first light of the morning, Josh nudged me awake and said he had to tell me something.  Once again came the barrage of promises and personal revelations. He [ . . . ]

At first I thrive off of the drama, but then it reaches a point where it’s simply too much to bear. Then the anger takes over, and I am left [ . . . ]

Here we are again. Regression obsession, I must be addicted to drama. I know I am. Maybe I need it to feel inspired, to feel alive, to obtain that ever [ . . . ]

I could kill him right now, but I love him too much. The lack of responsibility he exhibited last night could have endangered himself and or others and he should [ . . . ]

Jealousy is such a funny thing. I don’t know the root of it, and I don’t know why it happens. I just know that it happens to me and I [ . . . ]