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Author: Lionessfiresoul

Motives

Posted on April 17, 2025April 19, 2025 by Lionessfiresoul

I think Harry pulls back, because he fears losing control. If he feels those deep feelings then he questions whether he loses his complete autonomy in his decision making. He [ . . . ]

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Performance Anxiety

Posted on April 15, 2025April 16, 2025 by Lionessfiresoul

I realized today that while I always wanted to perform and sing I happened upon so much simultaneous difficulty in my nervous system when it came to the audition process. [ . . . ]

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Kick The Can

Posted on April 12, 2025April 12, 2025 by Lionessfiresoul

I have a partner who has been in a constant cortisol/dopamine loop for months if not slowly building for years now. He’s been in online school since he moved here, [ . . . ]

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AIN’T NO REST FOR THE RESENTFUL

Posted on March 16, 2025March 16, 2025 by Lionessfiresoul

I am having a lot of issues. My mind is dredged in nihilism. I just really don’t know what the point of anything is anymore. My soul’s purpose of hopeful [ . . . ]

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INTIMIDATION

Posted on March 16, 2025March 16, 2025 by Lionessfiresoul

I’ve realized my energy leans heavily toward masculine. I mean I am a feminine creature, but I am strong and take charge. I want what I want and I feel [ . . . ]

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Addict

Posted on May 19, 2024May 19, 2024 by Lionessfiresoul

I realized last night why watching “Married at First Sight” is such a soul feeding experience for me. I’ve never met people like this before in my life. Good people [ . . . ]

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The Problem is part of the problem

Posted on March 5, 2024March 5, 2024 by Lionessfiresoul

This world is designed To destroy us.  We’ve gone from depravity and scarcity to excess assimilation Conserve to consumption Discomfort to comfort  Hard work is what regulates are entire endocrine [ . . . ]

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Walk With Purpose

Posted on May 21, 2023 by Lionessfiresoul

I can’t believe I use to say, “I work out so I can drink beer.” I actually use to tell people that. It’s so embarrassing. I’ve spent my entire life [ . . . ]

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Mental Rebirth

Posted on May 15, 2023 by Lionessfiresoul

This feels like a whole new mental world for me. I feel so light and hopeful. I’ve felt hopeful before but this is different. It’s not fueled by delusion and [ . . . ]

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A Whole New World

Posted on May 9, 2023May 9, 2023 by Lionessfiresoul

It’s been a while. A lot has happened since my last mindless tale of naïveté. For all of us it has. 2019 was an interesting year for me. Honestly, it [ . . . ]

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  • Motives April 17, 2025
  • Performance Anxiety April 15, 2025
  • Kick The Can April 12, 2025
  • AIN’T NO REST FOR THE RESENTFUL March 16, 2025
  • INTIMIDATION March 16, 2025
  • Addict May 19, 2024
  • The Problem is part of the problem March 5, 2024
  • Walk With Purpose May 21, 2023
  • Mental Rebirth May 15, 2023
  • A Whole New World May 9, 2023
  • Fool June 1, 2019
  • Altered State May 22, 2019
  • Lychen Blood May 12, 2019
  • Ishtar April 22, 2019
  • Daemon March 24, 2019
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  • Middle Fingers Up February 14, 2019
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