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Hopeful, Messy, & Beautiful: Iterating on a sober existence and the shit show that existed previously

Light

Posted on April 9, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I feel light. I feel lighter… enlightened even. I feel happy and have a confidence and a desire I haven’t felt in a long time. The origin of this revitalization [ . . . ]

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Confused Anxiety Infused Agitated Frustration

Posted on April 8, 2016April 8, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Have you ever entered into a period of your life where you feel like your mind is being fucked so aggressively sideways that you know longer know whether it’s the [ . . . ]

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Unsteady

Posted on April 6, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

It is my son’s 2nd birthday, but the only thing I can think of is the three hour conversation of confusion and conflicting emotions Josh and I had last night. [ . . . ]

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It

Posted on March 31, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I’ve always wanted it but never had it. Or the ability to express it at least. I’ve known and watched countless women express it, but I could never duplicate it [ . . . ]

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A Glimpse

Posted on March 15, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Josh came home to me last night and opened up like he never has before. He talked about everything in sincere detail starting from his days in high school and [ . . . ]

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Incessant Pounding

Posted on March 14, 2016March 14, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

God, I’m in such a strange head space right now. Constant alternating emotions sparring head to head inside my brain, pummeling the contents with whatever emotionally damaging images my paranoid, [ . . . ]

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Yes Virginia, There is an Anger Phase

Posted on March 11, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I just don’t understand how it can be so easy for him to cheat yet he tells me I’m the one and he’s in love with me. That makes no [ . . . ]

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The Boy Who Cried Infidelity

Posted on March 10, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I was ready to begin to open my heart again. I could feel it. I could feel it last night when I put my arms around him and we kissed [ . . . ]

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Can I get a Retraction?

Posted on March 9, 2016March 9, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I was so deeply lost in love with Josh that as badly as he treated me, it was if he could do no wrong. I haven’t felt that in a [ . . . ]

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Elated, Elevated

Posted on February 21, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Jashar is sick again. He has a fever this time that keeps oscillating but is staying below 103. At least according to our ear thermometer reading. I was told that [ . . . ]

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