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Author: Lionessfiresoul

Oscillate

Posted on February 18, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Human emotions tend to be so fracturing and flippant, instantaneously wavering at the mere glimmer of a selfish desire or need. I believe the subconscious is more deep set and [ . . . ]

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Maybe

Posted on February 16, 2016March 15, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I was in the waiting room of my tax guy’s office when this very attractive man walked in and sat near my son and I. Jashar was discovering the water [ . . . ]

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Limbo

Posted on February 15, 2016February 16, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I have been so physically ill in the past week and a half that I can’t remember a time I felt so additionally challenged to my already lethargic mental and [ . . . ]

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Testing, Testing, 1,2…

Posted on February 5, 2016February 5, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Three nights in a row now Jashar has not slept and has been crying almost non stop, and Josh and I are about to take each other’s heads off. I [ . . . ]

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Bad energy with a side of sleep deprivation

Posted on February 4, 2016March 11, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Promises made less than 36 hours ago, and the anger has already annihilated them. Jashar is not sleeping and he is not eating well. He might be getting sick. Josh [ . . . ]

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Full Circle once again

Posted on February 2, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

In the first light of the morning, Josh nudged me awake and said he had to tell me something.  Once again came the barrage of promises and personal revelations. He [ . . . ]

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The Drain

Posted on February 1, 2016February 2, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

At first I thrive off of the drama, but then it reaches a point where it’s simply too much to bear. Then the anger takes over, and I am left [ . . . ]

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Spiral Down

Posted on January 31, 2016January 31, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Here we are again. Regression obsession, I must be addicted to drama. I know I am. Maybe I need it to feel inspired, to feel alive, to obtain that ever [ . . . ]

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Lucky Motherfucker

Posted on January 30, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

I could kill him right now, but I love him too much. The lack of responsibility he exhibited last night could have endangered himself and or others and he should [ . . . ]

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Jealousy and other recent thoughts…

Posted on January 27, 2016January 27, 2016 by Lionessfiresoul

Jealousy is such a funny thing. I don’t know the root of it, and I don’t know why it happens. I just know that it happens to me and I [ . . . ]

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